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Change

I was so proud of myself today. Well Instead of me worrying about Calvin I acted like he wasn't even there. At first I got nervous when I first saw him, but after the first ignoring him I did good.  I told some of my friends about the situation and they were kind of shocked like me because he is my best friend and everything.  I told them I could never be a home wrecker. They understood that too. today was a good day for stopping getting involved with Calvin. He is my best friend since elementary. He will always be, but i kinda of like him in a way. For now though he is just my friend. Plus he still has a girlfriend. Basically i guess I moved from a liking to actually just a little crush. We'll see what happens.


Well Peace and Love

Real World

Did you ever think about what would you change if you could? Well I do that almost everyday. Sometimes i would like to change things so, that I could get everything.  I get the guy, the job, the family and everything. Then i realize that I wouldn't really like it. I mean it would be nice, but in the end it wouldn't be any fun. Think about it. You decide what guy/girl want, and you get him.  There is no chance, no flirting, nothing. It's not fun, it's just fixed like a game.

   The real world might suck, but it's the best world. Never knowing what's going to happen, or who you are going to end up with. One day the world will end, but until that day i will live life like it's my last. (I know I kinda stole that not on purpose)  Tears, laughs and cries are all what life really is about and how it is. Never would i ask for anything else. Maybe just a little bit more cuter boys, but other than that I'm good. Lol! And less drama, but without drama what would we have to talk about in the news, entertainment and life. 

Look at it

   Remember when you were little and your parents said, "I just want you to think about what you did?" Well this is a thing I have to do now. I was put in a situation where there is only one way out of it.  My friend Calvin and I have a good friendship. A matter of fact we are best friends. The problem is I like him. The messed up thing is that he has a girlfriend. I have met her and she is a very lovely girl.  I mean it is hard for me to hate her. I guess basically i need to move to freak on, or I will be bitter forever.

  The biggest thing is that we act like a couple. When he is with her it's like they are insuperable, but when we are with each other people say that we are a cute couple. I guess I am just stuck with a dilemma. He is everything I like in a boy, but I could never steal him away. For some odd reason I just can't do it.  I believe you reap what you sow. Basically for people who don't understand that it's what people call karma. 

     Sometimes when we are together he acts like he doesn't have a girlfriend. And it drives me crazy because it makes me want him more, but it also makes me want to rat him out to his girlfriend. I believe in a committed relationship. My theory is that if he acts like that with her, how will he act with me?  

       Tell me people of the world what i should do. Leave a comment please :) :*